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what I really want...

07.21.04 (2:21 am) [edit]

[b][.....][/b]
I just dont know what I want
part of me tells me to give it a try
the other part just keeps reminding me of what had happened long time ago..
that other part warns me with a capital "W" that things like that might just happen again..
there's just a 50-50 chance that I win and lose
should I just take the 50 and ignore the other 50?
coz after all life is about winning and losing...

ah.. if only...

know what I really really want the most at this moment?
I REALLY WANNA REMEMBER HOW AND WHEN DID THIS FEELING ACTUALLY OCCUR?
and then maybe I could just switch my time-machine, go back for 10 or 20 minutes, erase or undo all those things happen at that particular moment and go back to the future.. By all means, I wish I could do that...

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[i]Feel the vibe, feel the terror, feel the pain
It's driving me insane
I can't fake
For god sakes
why am I driving in the wrong lane
Trouble is my middle name
But in the end I'm not too bad
Can someone tell me if it's wrong
to be so mad about you
Mad about you

Are you the fishy wine that
will give me a headache in the morning
Or just a dark blue land mine
That'll explode without a decent warning
Give me all your true hate
And I'll translate it in our bed
Into never seen passion, never seen passion
That is why I am so mad about you
Mad about you
Mad about you

Trouble is your middle name
But in the end you're not too bad
Can someone tell me if it's wrong
to be so mad about you
Mad about you

Give me all your true hate
And I'll translate it in your bed
Into never seen passion
That is why I am so mad about you
Mad about you[/i]
[i][b][hooverphonic - mad about you][/b][/i]

posted by: eka00 (reply)
post date: 07.21.04 (3:51 am)

Hmmm...even I still wonder what I want. In the end the level of risk I'm willing to take depends on how bad I want it. Which is ironic because I don't always know what I want.

IT's safe to say that what I want depends on where I am and how far I'm willing to go to get it.

Beautiful blog.

posted by: eka00 (reply)
post date: 07.21.04 (3:56 am)

I love the color combination.

posted by: soleilvert (reply)
post date: 07.22.04 (3:22 am)

Reply to: eka00
Good point! it's not WHAT you want, but more to HOW you want it.. hehe.. ;)
Visited yours just now, cool blog!

posted by: eka00 (reply)
post date: 07.22.04 (5:13 am)

Reply to: soleilvert

Good to see we agree on something, besides the color combination of your blog, he he....thanx for swinging by, *smooches*

posted by: sascha (reply)
post date: 07.23.04 (7:55 am)

waaa suka hooverphonic jg yak? sama duoong...
tulisannya menarik...cheers:)

posted by: nduth (reply)
post date: 07.28.04 (12:50 am)

if I dont know WHAT and HOW i want ?......trap in the middle of ocean..dont know where to go, what to chose, how to move.......

if all the choices is fifty-fifty..so WHAT and HOW ???....

I'm in dilemma.....a never ending circle.........

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