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Rice Bowl Journals
[you are...]
06.30.04 (2:04 am)   [edit]
The sweet and sour of my life
The yin to my yang

The pieces that filled the void inside me
My consciousness in the lack of sanity

The deeming light at the end of my tunnel

My overflowing words in times of dryness

The only home for my wandering soul
Sanctuary to my untamed thoughts

My contemplated mind

[i]My everlasting inspiration…[/i]
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bad day....
06.21.04 (2:32 am)   [edit]
:(

the day has yet ended..
I've been saying the F.. word for almost 100 times..

what a bad day this must be..

I hate my self today.. for saying that ugly word over and over again...

:cry:
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|make a wish|
06.18.04 (2:43 am)   [edit]
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a thousand paper birds
one wish

grey sky
crimson moon

will it come true?

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[i]....cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding
Imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
But I don't suppose it's worth the price, it’s worth the price
The price that I would pay
But I'm thinking it over anyway...
I’m thinking it over anyway …

I've come to find
I may never know
Your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above
Or sink below
With every time
You Come and go
Please don't come and go....

[b][barely breathing - duncan sheikh][/b][/i]
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the distance
06.13.04 (11:29 pm)   [edit]
The sky has lost its color
The sun has turned to gray
At least that's how it feels to me
Whenever you're away
I crawl up in the corner
to watch the minutes pass
each one brings me closer to
The time you're coming back

[i]I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name[/i]

I still believe in feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough

[i]I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until the next time I see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name[/i]

I'd brave fire
And I'd brave rain
To be by your side, I'd do anything
I can't take the distance

I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean to me

Cause I can't take the distance
I can't take these miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm calling your name

[i]I can't take the distance...[/i]

[b][i][from "Serendipity"][/i][/b]
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...awfully acknowledged pain...
06.09.04 (11:45 pm)   [edit]
[i]... and in the end
the one
that you love the most
is actually
the one
that hurts you the most...[/i]
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