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| - a fear within - |
| 05.26.04 (6:04 pm) [edit] |
Will you cry if I die?
Will you miss me if I'm gone?
Will there be days when you no longer need me near you?
Will you cry if I die?
Will you visit my grave?
Will you lay flowers on my tomb?
Will you cry if I die?
Will you forget me soon after?
Will you think of me the day after?
Will there be days when you still have me in your dreams?
So, will you cry if I die?
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[i]...but then I say
maybe we could divide it in two
maybe my animals live in your zoo
and I say maybe
maybe I'm in love with you?
[b][maybe - Brainstorm][/b][/i]
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| U.S of the bloody A vs. Indonesia Raya |
| 05.25.04 (6:58 pm) [edit] |
MISSY ELLIOT aja kejeduk [i]travel warning[/i]...
gimana dgn [b]LINKIN PARK [/b]dan [b]BOYZ II MEN[/b]???
sama aja bukan??
huuuh... pengen dapet kesenangan sesaat aja susah benerrr... *sigh*
Sekarang, siapa yang lebih jagoan; US yg parno dengan situasi Jakarta, atau...?
Katanya situ negara [i]supadupapowah[/i]??
ah... situ mah negara superparno kali yeee... :p
Seperti virus influenza yang tidak kasat mata, tapi bisa membuat seorang segede The Rock (misalkan!!) tak berdaya...
hihihi..
Padahal mumpung lagi musim kampanye [b]CAPRES/CAWAPRES[/b] niy..
Kalo ada kandidat yang kampanyenya bikin konser [b]U2 [/b]atau [b]COLDPLAY[/b] di Jakarta.. ugh... gue [b]VOTE[/b] dehh!!!
:lol:
[b]US vs. RI[/b]
Skor sementara [b]0 - 3[/b] untuk keunggulan RI (bisa bikin takut 3 performers handal sekaligus pemerintahnya!)
hehehe...
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| - The Last Of The Famous International Playboy - |
| 05.22.04 (2:27 am) [edit] |
Like a fine wine
The older,
the better
the tastier....
Happy Birthday,
Stephen Patrick Morrissey
You, Irish blood English heart!
:D :D :D
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| hide on the moon |
| 05.18.04 (9:33 pm) [edit] |
[i]someday
when I'm awfully low
and the world is cold
I will feel the glow
just
thinking of you
and the way you look tonight.....[/i]
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| :: rainy days and you :: |
| 05.17.04 (9:58 pm) [edit] |
Rainy days
and you...
Rain is perfect
You are not,
You're missing me.
Rainy days....
and
you...
[b].::: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :: :::.[/b]
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| ~ it's a SUNNY day ~ |
| 05.17.04 (12:33 am) [edit] |
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[image]soleilvert_3029900 58.jpg[/image]
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| - unconditionally - |
| 05.13.04 (11:12 pm) [edit] |
Jangan berikan seluruh hatimu
Berikan separuhnya saja padaku
Biar kamu masih bisa merasakan cintaku
Jangan berikan seluruh hatimu
Berikan separuhnya saja untukku
Biar cintaku masih memiliki tempat di hatimu
Jangan berikan seluruh cintamu
Berikan separuhnya saja buatku
Biar kamu tetap tahu rasanya cinta
Jangan berikan seluruh cintamu
Nanti kamu tak punya cinta lagi di hatimu
Berikan separuh saja cintamu padaku
Biar di hatimu bersanding cintaku dan cintamu
[i][b][24 Agustus 1995][/b][/i]
[LINE]
[i]What's so wrong
Why's the face so long
Is it over?
And where you going that
You no longer belong here
And distance tells you that
Distance must come between love
Where have you been, Luv?
When the mistake we made
Was in never having planned to fall in love, Luv?
Singing this song
Singing along
Makes it easier for me to see you go
But in doing so
In letting you go
It only serves to show me
That I'm still in love with you
So what's so wrong
Why the face
So long
Are you changing
And where you been to that
You no longer remember
And distance tells you that
Distance must come between love
Where have you been, Luv?
When the mistake we made
Was in never having planned to fall in love, Luv?
It's just the chance we took
Having never ever planned to fall in love, Luv?
It's just the chance we took
Having never ever planned to fall in love, Luv?[/i]
[i][b][LUV - travis - The Man Who][/b][/i]
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| - hypocrisy - |
| 05.13.04 (8:10 pm) [edit] |
.... sometimes a frog is just a frog
sometimes it's a prince...
- never judge a book by its cover -
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kamprettt...
it's always easier said than done, dodol..!
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Blaahh...
:evil:
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| Anonymous no. 3 |
| 05.11.04 (11:37 pm) [edit] |
Remember me when I am gone away
Gone far away into the silent land
When you can no more hold me by the hand
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you plann?d
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember me and be sad...
[b][Christina Rossetti - 15 March 1996] [/b]
[LINE]
[i]elle t’a dit c’est bien fini
mais restons bons amis
les années sont passée
ton amour est resté
depuis tant et tant d’année
tu n’as pas chaisser de l’aimer
mais pourtant
oui pourtant
elle ne veut plus t’aimer[/i]
[i][b][richard clayderman][/b][/i]
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| [en attendant de La Lune] |
| 05.11.04 (8:30 pm) [edit] |
[b][i][5 May 2004 – 01:48 am][/i][/b]
[b][02:04:10 am][/b]
Pagi ini mestinya aku menemuimu
Seharusnya aku bisa melihatmu
Salahkan sang awan yang gumpalannya mengganggu
Salahkan sang hujan yang turun sebelumnya
Aku di sini di waktu yang sama yang telah kita tentukan bersama
Aku di sini menanti dirimu
Tapi kau tak pernah muncul
Aku berdiri di tempat yang sama yang kita tinggalkan dulu
Dan kini aku kembali
Di waktu yang telah kita sepakati
Tapi kau tak di sini
Kau ingkari lagi
Salahkan hujan
Salahkan awan
Kali ini salahkan siapa saja
Aku tak pernah bisa menyalahkanmu!
[i][b]...every new beginning comes from some other beginning’s end...
[closing time – Semisonic][/b][/i]
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| -------- thE gAmE oF LoVe ---------- |
| 05.07.04 (5:08 am) [edit] |
[LINE]
...and if you cannot be
with the one you love
love the one you're with...
[LINE]
[i][b]Adam Ant - wonderful [/b][/i]
Did I tell you how much I miss
Your sweet kiss?
Did I tell you I didnt cry?
Well I lied
I lie lie lie lie lie lied
Over real over
When I nearly hit the face I loved
So tired of packaging the anger
Always pushing you away
Did I tell you you're wonderful?
I miss you yes I do
Did I tell you that I was wrong?
I was wrong
Cos you're wonderful yeah
Did I tell you how much I miss
Your smile?
Did I tell you I was ok?
Well no way
No way way way
Over real over
When I nearly hit the face I loved
So tired of packaging the anger
Always pushing you away
Did I tell you you're wonderful?
I miss you yes I do
Did I tell you that I was wrong?
I was wrong
Cos you're wonderful yeah yeah
Now now now each and everyday
I realise the price I have to pay
You you're wonderful
And now for your information
I'm walking around like an arm decoration
You you're so wonderful
So high I cant get over it
So deep I cant get under it
You
You're wonderful yeah
You're wonderful yeah yeah
You're wonderful yeah yeah
You're wonderful yeah yeah
Wonderful
Did I tell you you're wonderful?
I miss you yes I do
Did I tell you that I was wrong?
I was wrong
For so long long long
:!:
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| -Pohon Janji Masih Di Sini- |
| 05.05.04 (4:44 am) [edit] |
:arrow:
Satu saat nanti
Ketika titik – titik [url=]hujan[/url] kembali
Memiliki irama
Ketika desah angin yang sampai
Lewat daun – daun bertabuhan
Itulah ketika pelangi lengkung
Tujuh warna terlihat
Satu saat nanti
Ketika laut kembali
Biru dan paling biru
Ketika daun menguning dan berjatuhan
Berarti musim telah berganti
Ketika lembayung adalah
Satu – satunya semburat di langit
Ketika harum rumput memberitahu
[url=]“saatnya turun pulang”[/url]
:terdengar bisiknya
dan ketika ujung layar tinggal
di sini aku memandangnya menjauh
itulah ketika kau tahu……
[i][10 Juli 1996 – 4 Agustus 1999][/i]
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| ___________ Broken Vow _____________ |
| 05.05.04 (4:39 am) [edit] |
Sometimes I cry my self to sleep
Can’t stop thinking of the promise you said you would keep
:
We would always be together through bitter sweet
You would always be there whenever I’m in need
Every single day seems to be a waste of time
Keep telling my self that I am fine
Acting as if you are still mine
It cuts me at the end of the line
Cursing the day like a sinner
Shouting to the sun like a winner
Waiting for the day to come at last
When you finally say we’ll stand together always….
[i][30 November 1999][/i]
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| ~ H / O / P / E ~ |
| 05.04.04 (4:42 am) [edit] |
It’s far late at night
And I’m still standing here
Staring at the same star
Thinking about all the passing moments
Denying the facts is always the hardest part
Yet it has to be done
When stay brings no more joy
And leaving just makes things worse
Then where do I turn to?
And everytime emptiness comes up
And when all worries stay in mind
Nothing to do but fight back
Then I’ll be standing here again
Facing the night sky far up there
Then I just make the same old wish
That tomorrow night there would be
The same star twinkling against
The blackness of the sky
[i][19 March 1996][/i]
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| The Silent Birthday |
| 05.03.04 (1:22 am) [edit] |
[i][8 October 1996][/i]
It's eight in October
Rainy outside as I look out my window
No birthday cake
No shaking hands
No laughing friends
No birthday song
No birthday wish
Not today, not tomorrow
My eyes catch a piece of birthday card
That would have never been posted
When others still don't know that it could happen
It did happen
When others still cannot believe that it did happen
It has flown away to eternity
Just like a morning dew struggling upon a leaf:
Gone too soon
Never had a chance to breathe the air just a day after twenty
Not even able to feel how to be twenty
They say good guys always go first
Well then you must've been doing great
To be taken this soon
One thing for sure:
You have settled in a better place
[i]HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...[/i]
[b][an ode to Basari Tedja Rukmana, 1976 - 1996][/b]
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| Keterasingan Diri |
| 05.03.04 (12:48 am) [edit] |
Sudah lama aku akui
Tidak mudah mengosongkan hati ini
Menjadikannya seperti bejana
Selalu bisa diisi ulang!
Harus juga kusadari
Mengosongkan hati sama saja dengan bunuh diri
Maka aku tidak akan lagi mencobanya
Hati ini sangat penuh
Sudah sangat terlalu penuh
Aku tak tahu lagi
Masihkah ada ruang di sana
Untuk satu rasa lagi?
Sudah cukup lelah
Aku mengatur semua penghuni hati ini
Sedemikian rupa sehingga tidak akan ada
Yang terpaksa bertumpuk
Atau yang harus aku sisihkan keluar
Semua tertampung di sana
Tapi hati ini sudah sangat penuh
Rasanya sesak sekali
Aku jadi sulit bernapas
Dan aku tidak tahu
Apakah masih tersisa ruang kosong di sana
Sedikitpun?
Lalu di sebelah mana aku harus menyimpanmu?
[31 March 2004]
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