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| unfinished episode |
| 04.30.04 (5:18 am) [edit] |
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[b](18:40:09 wib)[/b]
[i]"fell in love with a boy" (cheesy downloaded ringtone)[/i]
[caller id displayed]
angkat.. jangan.. angkat.. jangan?
angkat.
"Hallo...? iya...
Aduhhh.. tumben telepon?? Apa kabar?"
...
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terngiang lagu [i]"Friday I'm in love"[/i]
the cure
mengapa memilih hari ini?
Habiskah ketidakpedulian itu?
Mozaik - mozaik masa lalu menyeruak silih berganti
Saling berebut untuk menjadi yang paling terlihat
Yang paling terkenang
Di situ ada kamu
Di situ banyak sekali kamu
Di situ juga kamu tinggalkan semua
"kita tinggalkan semua", begitu kamu bilang
"ya, [u][b]kita[/b][/u] yang meninggalkan semua", begitu aku membalas
usai?
Tidak.
Tidak akan pernah usai.
Tak pernah selesai.
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| Keyakinanku Memudar |
| 04.30.04 (12:39 am) [edit] |
Benar Engkau ada?
Benar Engkau mengawasiku di sini?
Benarkah kalau aku sungguh – sungguh meminta maka
Engkau akan mengabulkan keinginanku?
Benarkah jika aku dekat maka Engkau pun dekat?
Benar jika aku melupakanMu maka aku akan membuatMu sedih?
Benar jika aku menjauhiMu maka aku akan membuatMu terluka?
Benarkah jika aku menyumpahiMu maka Engkau akan murka?
[ditulis pas selesai sholat dzuhur barusan]
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| it's never easy |
| 04.29.04 (10:43 pm) [edit] |
ketika kata tak lagi cukup
ketika rasa tak juga tuntas
ketika perih tak juga pergi
ketika itu kau akan tahu
melupakanmu sama saja dengan menghentikan nafasku
(30 april 2004)
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| lelah |
| 04.20.04 (1:58 am) [edit] |
Dengan seribu gunung langit tak runtuh
Dengan seribu sibuk sepi tak mati
Dengan seribu beringin ingin tak teduh
Dengan siapa kau mengeluh?
[25 april 1995]
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| going home |
| 04.06.04 (5:22 am) [edit] |
You have found your wings
Those you’ve thrown away a long time ago
You found them again
You’re going home now
Somehow I know it’s for good
I know you will never come back here
Never again
I will miss you
But I know you’re happy now
This is goodbye
You will always be my angel
My very own angel
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| a promise to keep |
| 04.06.04 (4:49 am) [edit] |
Somewhere in the dessert
She has to gather rain
For those who wait
Hopelessly for the water
She has given her promise
She is going to gather rain
She will not return
Without water in her hand
Somewhere in the dessert
She has to gather rain
For those who believe in her
Those who put their faith in her
She has to gather rain
And she will not return
Without the water in her hand
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