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The Drugs Don't Work
03.31.04 (4:15 am)   [edit]
[i]All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

And I hope you're thinking of me
As you lay down on your side

Now the drugs don't work
they just make you worse
but I know I'll see your face again

Now the drugs don't work
they just make you worse
but I know I'll see your face again

But I know I'm on a losing streak
'Cause I passed down my old street
And if you wanna show, then just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
They just make you worse
but I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby…ooh…
if heaven calls, I'm coming, too
Just like you said
You leave my life
I'm better off dead

All this talk of getting old
It's getting me down my love
Like a cat in a bag, waiting to drown
This time I'm comin' down

Now the drugs don't work
they just make you worse
but I know I'll see your face again

'Cause baby… ooh…
if heaven calls, I'm coming too
Just like you said
You leave my life
I'm better off dead

But if you wanna show, just let me know
And I'll sing in your ear again

Now the drugs don't work
they just make you worse
but I know I'll see your face again

Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again
Yeah, I know I'll see your face again

I'm never going down, I'm never coming down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more
I'm never coming down, I'm never going down
No more, no more, no more, no more, no more[/i]

-Richard Ashcroft-
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-anonymous no. 2-
03.31.04 (2:34 am)   [edit]
-anonymous-

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love
you back!
Don't expect love in return;
just wait for it to grow in their heart
but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone,
an hour to like someone,
and a day to love someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

And I've learned....
That love, not time, heals all wounds.
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A loner in the world
03.31.04 (2:29 am)   [edit]
-march 8, 2004 (04.30 pm)-

a loner in the world
a worried mind, a wandering soul
never knows where to stop

a lonely soul is what i become

Stay with me. Stay with me.
For I need to hear your breath.
For i need to see the face
just to know that this is the real world.

Talk to me. Talk to me.
For i need somebody to keep me company.

The day is going late.
Will it end after all?
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I will be thinking of you too..
03.30.04 (6:08 pm)   [edit]
Think of me
When it has not rained for quite some time
Think of me and it will be raining in your heart

Think of me
When all flowers and leaves are all dried out
Think of me and they will blossom in your heart

Think of me
When you feel like the wind carries you away…
Up to the north…
Think of me and you will find your way back home

Think of me
When you feel that nothing makes sense anymore
Think of me and I will give you all the reasons
you need

Think of me
When all curtains are pulled down
When all the lights go out
When darkness surrounds you
When the only sound you hear is your heartbeat
Think of me …
‘Cause I’ll be thinking of you too….

-March 14, 2004 1:05 AM-
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kalau nggak ada aku....
03.30.04 (2:53 am)   [edit]
(anonymous)

kalau nggak ada aku,kamu bosan nggak?
kalau nggak ada aku, kamu bosan nggak?
pasti kamu bosan banget…

karena itu, kamu harus lebih baik padaku.
kalau nggak ada aku,
selanjutnya tidak akan ada orang yang menanyaimu: "kamu mau pergi ke mana?"

mungkin kamu akan merasa bosan,
tidak ada orang yang cerewet padamu lagi,
kamu pasti bosan setengah mati…
tidak ada orang yang akan marah sama kamu lagi, kamu pasti
akan merasa kehidupan ini terlalu biasa....

tidak ada orang yang akan bermanja2an sama kamu lagi,
kamu pasti merasa kekurangan sesuatu

tidak ada orang lagi yang akan menangis di depanmu,
kamu akan merasa dirimu tidak penting lagi…

tidak ada orang yang akan memarahimu kalau kamu boros,
kamu akan merasa kalau sembunyi-2 belanja sesuatu tidak exciting lagi…

tidak ada orang yang akan melompat ke pelukanmu
dan mengatakan: "kiss me!!"
kamu akan kehilangan semangat hidup…

tidak ada orang yang akan menanyaimu:"apakah kita akan menikah?"
kamu akan merasa kehidupan ini terlalu normal…

tidak akan ada orang yang akan menyuruhmu mengingat ultahnya lagi,
kamu akan merasa pengingatanmu yang begitu baik terbuang begitu saja…

tidak akan ada orang yang akan memintamu:
"setelah pulang dari kantor , jemput aku ya!"
lain kali setelah pulang kantor, kamu tidak tahu mana yang harus dituju…

tidak akan ada orang yang akan memintamu mendengarkan
curhatnya, kamu akan merasa drop banget....

tidak akan ada orang yang akan menunggumu di rumah, kamu akan
merasa rumah seperti hotel.

Kalau tidak ada aku, kamu bosen nggak? kamu pasti bosen banget…
maka dari itu, baiklah padaku..
kalau nggak ada aku, kamu bosen nggak?
kamu pasti bosen banget deh!!

-anonymous - 30 januari 2004-
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if LOVE is the answer, what is the QUESTION then???
03.29.04 (4:05 am)   [edit]
LOVE
Many have tried to define it
Many have tried to explain the exact meaning of it
Many have even tried to describe the feeling of it

And many have failed while doing that

We believe that LOVE is the perfect answer…
We know it by heart
But have we ever thought that every answer needs a question?

If LOVE is the perfect answer, then what would be the perfect question?
========================= ===========

Robert: who am I? (27 March 2004)

Nonina: what is the best prison in human life? (27 March 2004)

Martha: kenapa kamu memilih dia? (27 March 2004)

Yasmine: who’s the name of Rangga’s girlfriend in AADC and translate it to english (28 March 2004)

dedi: apa kunci pembuka semua masalah? (29 March 2004)

vreda: what is the most beautiful thing in the world? (29 March 2004)

vreda: what's the most undoubtful thing to you..? (29 March 2004)

icamarica: why i still marry him after he left me for another woman and lived in with her just 4 months before we got married (29 March 2004)

alec: is there anybody loves me? (29 March 2004)

hagi_yeni: what are u looking for? (29 March 2004)

andy: what is L.O.V.E stands for....??
andy: what is the opposite of "hate".... (29 March 2004)

amanda: if LOVE is the answer, what is YOUR QUESTION??
How bout Two becomes One? (29 March 2004)

rudy: what do u make when u're alone with the one u love at a quite and far place (29 March 2004)

witabianchi: what is the most Incredible feeling in the world... (29 March 2004)
witabianchi: where it could make you happy and sad at the same time? (29 March 2004)

edu: What makes you feel comfortable and peaceful when he/she stands together side by side with you? (29 March 2004)

adi: what is opposite word for hate? (29 March 2004)

Wiwid: what can cure the world’s pain and lift humankind to a higher level of consciousness (29 March 2004)

Wiwid: do you know what I see when you look at me… baby? (29 March 2004)

Dian: what is missing from my life? What I have in abundant but I can’t share it? It’s that bloody LOVE
(29 March 2004)

ewink: What do I need in life? (30 march 2004)

si_adi: what is the reason of all chaos and disaster made by human race over decade in the planet earth? (30 march 2004)






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i don't know what i can save you from
03.25.04 (6:25 pm)   [edit]

You called me after midnight,
must have been three years since we last spoke.
I slowly tried to bring back,
the image of your face from the memories so old.
I tried so hard to follow,
but didn't catch the half of what had gone wrong,

said "I don't know what I can save you from."

I asked you to come over, and within half an hour,
you were at my door.
I'd never really known you,
but I realized that the one you were before,
had changed into somebody for whom
I wouldn't mind to put the kettle on.

Still I don't know what I can save you from.

I don't know what I can save you from



-kings of convenience-

[/http://www.kingsofconvenience...]

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confused
03.24.04 (4:01 am)   [edit]
I'm feeling it again
The gloomy feeling
That comes every so often
I don't know why
I don't know how
I just feel it
and it feels bad
it feels strange
but I can't escape
I can't do anything to stop it
It's just eating my heart out
I can't run
because it's just chasing me
right behind me
following me
like a shadow
it won't stop
until I surrender

-for M.F.D.I-
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I Feel Dizzy
03.19.04 (5:33 am)   [edit]
-march 10 2004 – 06.48 pm –

I feel dizzy
Suddenly I feel the earth moves
Everything around me is just moving
I feel dizzy
Oh… get me out of here!
Help me escape!
HELP!!
Somebody help!

Where is everybody?
I can’t see anyone
There’s nobody here
Where am I?
What is this place?
Why can’t I get out?
I don’t know this place
But why does it feel so familiar?
I feel like I’ve been here before
Yes, I’ve been here too many times before

But why then everything feels new to me?
I don’t know anything
I hate this place
But I don’t wanna go

I know
I know where I am now
I am in love…
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I was killed by my own EGO
03.19.04 (5:21 am)   [edit]
I was killed by my own EGO

March 10 2004 - 05.46 pm
(inspired by the state of being of Mine-san desu)

I was killed by my own ego
i am not dying
I have been dead a long time ago
This is not what I've expected
Being there just to watch the day fades away
I was killed by my own ego
this body is not mine anymore
was there a chance to even avoid?
I am dead
I am no longer here…
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permanent infatuation
03.19.04 (3:47 am)   [edit]
keberadaaanmu dalam alam khayalku
telah membuatku bertahan
membantuku melewati semua kegilaan pikiran

jika ini yang bisa aku namakan sebagai KEINDAHAN,
maka aku ingin tersesat selamanya
di alam pikiranku kepadamu!
sungguh aku tak ingin terjaga
aku ingin kau tahu
kegilaanku kepadamu adalah satu-satunya hal waras
dalam duniaku saat ini

maka sesatkan aku!
gilakan aku!
sehingga aku akan selalu bersamamu...

-for M.F.D.I-
[1999 - 2003 - 2004]
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